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i94so · 11 months ago
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✶ han so hee for winter gala 2023 ⸻ l'escape hotel, seoul
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scorpiun · 11 months ago
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How's that search for Toyota Camry, find her yet ?
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johnny    in    one    45    long    minute    briefing    had    explained    all    their    was    to    this    putrid    ,    terrible    ,    heinous    woman    toyota    camry. she's    plundered    medical    supplies    from    the    unfortunate,    she    steals    technology    in    a    speculated    plan    to    make    a    time    breaking    machine,    she    poached    critically    endangered    animals    to    mount    upon    her    walls,    she    neither    discriminates    between    man,    woman    ,    nor    children. her    mark    on    history    to    those    she    had    brought    unhealable    harm    to    will    never    be    forgotten. her    cruelty    ended    at    no    length    and    from    what    johnny    had    explained    it    seemed    her    motive    was    no    greater    than    to    simply    bring    suffering. no    matter    what    anyone    tried    to    anticipate    of    her    actions    she    always    proved    hard    to    predict    since    her    motives    are    so    fickle.
      hanzo    had    wondered    why    johnny    never    made    a    big    deal    of    her    the    same    way    they    did    of    shinnok    -    she    was    nearly    as    bad    just    without    the    elder    god    power. moreover,    hanzo    wondered    why    he    seemed    like    the    only    one    so    concerned    of    her    fate.
      "    no,    haven't. i've    tried,    but    i    lack    information    and    no    matter    who    i    ask    but    you    there    seems    to    be    not    much    known. why    don't    you    have    more    usable    information    on    a    woman    so    dangerous ?    why    is    it  that   only    i    seem    to    care    for    her    capture ?    "
@cagcd
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kittifm · 11 months ago
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━━━━━━      ✭      TAG DUMP      !!      ❜
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ghettogirly · 5 months ago
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how do you think armando would react if y’all had the most passionate sex and you left in the middle of the night, acted like nothing had happened at work
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𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐎 𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐀𝐒 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐎𝐍:
-> synopsis. you and armando had the best night, yet, why do you still choose to pretend to not feel the same?
-> pairing: 𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐎 𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐀𝐒 𝐗 𝐅𝐄𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐄 𝐎𝐂 “𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐀“
-> warning: heavy smut, slight dumbification, mix of bodily fluids, unprotected sex (wrap it up!!), angst, mature language, Selena is really annoying, Minors DNI.
-> authors note: thanks for requesting, hope you enjoy! this is probably my proudest work yet. If anyone wants to be apart of my taglist, comment below.
𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐏𝐋𝐀𝐘𝐈𝐍𝐆: Screwin - Summer Walker ft. Omarion.
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[🕷️]
𝐅𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄
𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐊 and red roses slowly glided off the duvet as he moves up and down, matching the male’s thrusts into the helpless girl beneath. Triads of gasps and moans filled the room as the two made love, slaps echoed throughout while the two lovers’ skin connected with each other.
The connections created a white ring around the latino’s cock, caused by the mix of juices between the woman and him. Selena’s back arched as she gripped on the man’s broad shoulders, giving him small, red scratches that would probably lift up by tomorrow.
“Fuck… just like that.” She breathed, running his hands through his hair as he continued to thrust into her.
“You like that?”
Selena doesn’t even have time to answer, the man diving into her neck. Kissing her soft, melanated skin while he leaves a trail of burgundy marks. He quickens his pace, pushing his whole length inside of her, bottoming her out causing her to whine out in pleasure and a little bit of pain. “Ohhh, fuck!”
“You’re taking me so well baby..”
He laughed at your whining, enjoying seeing you lose yourself further and further for him, seeing yourself get frustrated. “You’re so fucking wet..” biting her earlobe ever so gently as he speeds up his pace. His cock pistoning in and out of you cashing him to grunt, losing the ability to control himself more and more.
“Oh fuck baby, please please please..” Selena babbles, the pleasure now being the only feeling there as it clouds her mind. This being the only thing now controlling her cognition and behaviour.
“Agárrate por mí, nena, ya casi estoy ahí..”
“I can’t, i can’t!”
A random act stops her continuous period of babbling, feeling something enter her mouth. It was his thumb, he quickly pulled it out, it making a small ‘Pop!’ sound while a string of saliva comes with it. Dropping on the woman’s exposed torso. Too blinded by the pleasure going on within her, she fails to recognise what he’s just done, until she feels it.
Wet trails of just saliva lead from the top of her vagina to the clit as he slowly presses on it and starts running gently. Armando wraps his one arm around your shoulders as he now continues to pound into the hispanic woman while circling her clit, sending shockwaves through her body due to the temperature play demonstrated by the man. The hot sensation of your clit contrasts with the cool temperature of your man’s thumb, causing them little hairs on your body to stand up, generating goosebumps. Selena’s jet black hair sticks to the pillow as the sweat generating from her head creates a glue type consistency onto the silk pillow behind her.
Her eyes roll back and she stops clawing on the males back, instead throwing her arms to the sides of her. The emotions of arousal causing her to submit to them being too much for the poor girl. Pulsating on the latino’s dick, her lips part. “I can’t wait, i need to..”
The man looks into her eyes. Her heterochromatic eyes stare right back at him. A connection of lust, passion, and weirdly enough, love. Leaning forward, Armando embraces her into a kiss, roughly attacking her lips like a wild animal chasing its prey. Not getting enough of her taste. The woman engages with it just as hard, seeming as if though, she does not want to let him go either. His thrusts become more erratic, clearly reaching his climax too.
“Let’s do it together baby, i’m going to cum in you so fucking bad. i need to-“
“Oh fuck!!”
Without warning, a rush of pleasure cascades down the light-skinned girl, causing her toes to curl as she releases all her juices on him. The woman’s orgasm elicited a sense of relief from the latinx male as he too begins to move faster, his skin slapping against hers before releasing his load into her. His pace begins to slow down, his hips still jolting but dying down ever so slightly. “te sientes tan bien nena..” Armando whispered to the exhausted woman below.
“I fucking love you.”
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𝐈𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐋𝐘 3 am in the morning. Selena looked to the left of her and saw a muscular arm over her stomach with the caramel toned male, nuzzling into her neck. His expression was unreadable but he seemed to be at peace with the slow, shallow breathing he did. Finally having a good nights sleep, the first in a while.
Still, even with the comfort of the man lying next to her, she felt ashamed to be here. Or yet, embarrassed. She slept with her boss’s son again. Only supposed to be a one time thing, yet, she foolishly agreed to be friends with benefits. However now, her feelings were involved. She was confused on what to do..
Sighing, she slowly removed his arm before throwing a shirt over her. Selena began to collect her things, guilt washing over her face as she looked back at the male.
He was still sleeping, his pink lips slightly parted as he begins to exhale out of his mouth too.
“I knew i shouldn’t have done this..” The woman whispered to herself, holding the silver crusted pendant that was hanging off her neck, the one Armando got her. Sadness began to creep down her as she basked in her thoughts, negative thoughts at that. “You’re leading him on, he deserves for you to tell him straight up.”
But, how was she leading him on if she loved him too?
How does she love him, if one day she pretends she hates him?
How do you love him if you feel like you’ve sinned after making love?
A deep voice suddenly breaks her train of thought as she hears a ruffle of sheets on the bed and someone clearing their throat. “What are you doing mamí..?”
Selena looks at him with regret filling her eyes, the brown iris now illuminating as the male turns on the lamp next to him.
“Armando..”
“¿De verdad estás huyendo de nuevo?”
“I am not running away. Don’t fucking insult me like that. We haven’t even established what we are, are we lovers, friends with benefits or am i just a girl you use whenever you’re bored!”
“I just fucking said i love you, dejar de tratar de jugar a la víctima. To think that the first time you did this i thought you was overwhelmed because of how sudden it was.”
“You could’ve just said that in the moment-“
“SHUT UP!” Anger boomed from his voice as he shouted, knocking the lamp over in the process as he looked at you with rage but love in his eyes. “Do not try and manipulate me just because you are confused with what you want.”
That silenced her. At a loss for words, she didn’t even bother saying anything else. Was she really manipulative?
𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐊 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐄. Not only was she ignoring Armando, still hurt about what he said, he was ignoring her too. Making her job easier, which only hurt her more. Was Selena upset because he was right? She loved him so much but why did she not show him that?
Every-time the group had to talk, they would sit apart from each other. Group celebrations were awkward too, Armando didn’t even glance at the poor girl, treating her as if she didn’t even exist. A game that she started, ended up being ran by the true player as she realised she could never beat him in his own game.
She noticed. As did everyone else too. It wasn’t until Kelly had to ask you what was wrong was where you just fell apart. “I fucked up so so bad Kelly. He hates me.” She sobbed into her hands, her hair a mess as sadness yet desperation hung over her head. All the other woman could do was comfort her as she cried into her arms.
Little did she know there was someone behind that door who heard it all.
However, footsteps trailed away from the door, leaving the love they had behind.
[🕷️] 𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒:
“Agárrate por mí, nena, ya casi estoy ahí”-Hold on for me, baby, i’m almost there
“te sientes tan bien nena..”- You feel so good baby..
“¿De verdad estás huyendo de nuevo?” - Are you really running away again?
“dejar de tratar de jugar a la víctima.” - Do not try and play the victim.
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saerins · 1 year ago
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─── 𝐓𝐖𝐈𝐍 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐌𝐄
+ gojo x f!reader | wc 2.3k | content: modern au, fluff, slight angst, rich!gojo, rich!reader, arranged marriage but reversed(?), slightly suggestive
notes: haha i was exploring tropes and this just came to me :’) fairly nervous so feedbacks and reblogs appreciated muwah <3
summary: sometimes you think that you and gojo are not meant to be. and sometimes, he itches to prove you wrong.
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there are many things you would call gojo satoru. partner in crime, friendship on fire, a twisted manifestation of the kind of romance that would consume you whole if you didn’t take precaution.
“ready to do this, baby?”
he’s as sweet-lipped as ever, the honeyed words overflowing from his tongue. how you’d miss it, those words you hear at night, the saccharine praises that send you into overdrive.
“only if you are, sweetie.”
you’re equally good at it, having learned from one of the best—gojo satoru himself. you smirk at him, straightening his suit and tie. he looks devilishly handsome in that tailored suit, the one you had made for him. if you recall correctly, he only saves it for a special occasion.
and it qualifies—today is definitely a special occasion.
“so happy to be getting rid of me?” satoru asks you, pouting and putting on his best puppy eyes. his white lashes house a sea of crystalline blue, the kind you’ve gotten addicted to, the same pair you’d gotten lost in many times over.
you’ll never forget it.
the way satoru’s lips ghost over your own. the way his index finger trails up the side of your arm. he likes the goosebumps that sear across your skin. satoru loves knowing the effect he has on you.
this marriage of convenience has taken its toll on both your families. in hindsight, they should’ve known that they can’t control either of you. the gojo family, for all they’re worth, thought that gojo satoru would never betray their money, their status. and your family—they’d always known you’d objected to these notions; convenience, business, romance—the way these three intertwine intentionally, a manufactured relationship borne out of familial ties.
it’s bullshit.
how lucky for you, that gojo satoru felt the same. he still feels the same, which is why he’s in front of you right now, getting ready to drop the bomb in the investors’ meeting.
his father is sure to kill him, but that’s provided he can get through you first.
sure, getting married to gojo satoru was not in your life plans. your mother had chosen a very apt timing to tempt you, quoting half a million dollars as the condition for getting and staying married to that gojo boy. and sure, she can do her best to try and haggle that money back from you once the both of you are done with today, but you’re guessing she’ll be facing much more important and pressing matters than simply getting money back from her defiant daughter.
“this is what we discussed, satoru,” you sigh, avoiding his question like he knew you would. “one year, that’s all we needed. and look where we are now.”
satoru smiles, pearly whites and bad boy charm. “i’d miss you in my bed at night though.”
you smack him playfully across his chest. he only chuckles lowly, fondly, his right hand on your head, brushing your hair. it almost makes you want to stay. but that wasn’t part of the deal, and you’re not sure that either you or satoru are ready for commitments.
“must’ve been some pretty good sex to make the gojo satoru miss me, huh?” you play along, pushing yourself away gently, your hand on his chest.
satoru tips your chin up with his finger, looking you in the eyes as he tells you, “babe, you’re the best pussy i’ve ever had.”
complete romantic, as you can tell. (you can’t stop his vulgar tongue even if you tried.)
“okay okay, stop stalling, satoru,” you chide him, holding your palm out, smiling as he takes it. “got the evidence?”
satoru holds a thick envelope out, grinning. “all here.”
the two of you stand outside the conference room for a minute, staring at each other. in another world, maybe you’d be in this hotel with gojo satoru where you’re actually married—for feelings rather than a transaction. in that other world, maybe you and gojo satoru were childhood sweethearts, the kind where you grew old without all the fucked up relationships that branded both of you too overwhelmed to be in a real one right now. hey, maybe in that world, maybe just maybe, that vow that gojo satoru had uttered on your wedding day (the same that you had uttered as well)—maybe he would’ve meant it.
you didn’t think you would come to like gojo satoru. it’s been a long time since you’d first met him. when you’d seen him stomping into the meeting room of your company’s office like he owned the place, like everyone there was beneath him. he’d gotten right under your skin then and there.
getting along was no easy feat. it took three months for the both of you to agree to live together. strangely it took just one night for you both to give in to temptation once you did start living together.
both of you are menaces—that’s what your mother would say.
somehow, somewhere, those feelings you thought you’d never feel before blossomed again. the kind of trust you didn’t think you’d ever give was given to satoru and you wonder if he even knows it. but satoru has never changed his stance on relationships since the first time you met him; they’re a waste of time.
“you know, if you wanna keep me, all you gotta do is say so.” satoru’s looking at you, that jester smile plastered on his face. you can’t see his beautiful eyes when it’s all crinkled up like that, but you thank god for that. you don’t know how you’d resist him if you could see them.
“dream on, satoru,” you deflect, and expertly. you’re great at hiding your real feelings like that. “our deal ends today.”
yeah, the deal the two of you made with each other, right when both families thought their children had made peace with their decision, or their fate, as they liked to call it. neither you nor gojo felt any affection for the family you grew up in, not when they’d never took interest in either of you as anything other than an heir. when both your childhoods were filled with extra readings and learning proper manners. when satoru grew up learning from his father that women were just a means to a child and you’d grown up learning from your mother that if a girl is not beautiful then she is not desirable. you remember how she almost disowned you for getting a scar on your face, even though it was only temporary.
she has a penchant for the overdramatics. you think today might be no different. you hope not. the entire aim of today is to bring about the crumble of two empires—gojo’s and your family’s.
to hell with their money and their dirty syndicates. it’s filthy money they have their hands full with, and frankly, you and satoru are done playing their pawns.
as satoru leads the way, you loop your arm around his elbow, watching as his father is taken completely off-guard when he watches his own son expose his schemes, watching as your own parents try to salvage the situation by saying how children these days would do anything to get out of their responsibilities.
they’re all walking ironies.
you both watch as the investors walk out one by one, outraged and disappointed. you watch as satoru’s own father vows to kill him, and you scoff as your own mother seconds his notion.
“not if the law gets you first,” you tell them, effectively shutting them up as they hear the police sirens in the air.
they spew about how the both of you are pieces of shit as they’re taken away, and you find you couldn’t care less. maybe it’s a little inhuman of you not to feel a thing when you watch your parents getting taken away in handcuffs. but then again, they’d never really treated you like a human either.
“here you go,” satoru chirps as the sirens drown into the background. he holds out another envelope, this one solely for you.
you smile, a melancholy washing over you as you take it from his hands and take the documents out, flipping to the last page where satoru has already signed.
“our divorce papers,” you coo, “how romantic.”
because gojo satoru is always a romantic.
he remembers your birthday and remembers your favourite cake. he remembers what you need when you’re upset, never makes you feel alone. he remembers how you like your eggs and purposely cooks them wrong all the time. he remembers how you take your coffee and always gives you tea. he remembers how you always nag at him for annoying you and then annoy you some more because for some reason you look very attractive when you’re angry.
it takes you a minute to sign your own name. it kind of feels lonely now, thinking how you’ll never go back to the same apartment as satoru. how you won’t see him sprawled out on the couch, pouting because you’re a little late for movie night. how you won’t catch him staring at your body as you get changed. how you won’t get to throw your pillows at him in the morning for tickling you in bed just to get you to wake up.
after all—you’d agreed; these affections were temporary like they were always meant to be.
you can’t help but find yourself wishing for more. but you were raised to be ruthless, not stupid. you won’t let satoru know of your feelings, because all your deductions say that nothing good will come of it.
“hmm,” satoru hums as he eyes your signature. “wouldn’t be opposed to a special arrange—”
“not gonna be your fuckbuddy, satoru,” you deadpan at him, flicking his forehead.
“why not?” he whines, and you nearly cave.
because you can’t risk falling further than you already have when there’s absolutely zero chance of satoru catching you.
“because there’s a long line of guys i wanna date and you should get in line first,” you lie, and satoru smirks like he’s caught on to something.
but if he has, he doesn’t say a thing, and that tells you everything you need to know.
“guess this is it then, l/n y/n?”
you don’t want it to be, but it has to.
“you made a great fake real husband, gojo satoru,” you tell him, shaking his hand.
kind of a lame goodbye for two people who had shared everyday together for the past year. but you think maybe this brief goodbye should suffice. you don’t want the flames to burn either of you blue.
gojo satoru doesn’t say another word when you turn to leave.
and you don’t turn to look back at him as you walk away.
some chapters of your life should come to a close. your chapter with gojo satoru should remain here, kept close in your heart, kept warm as memories should.
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six months later.
“i just think you and i would be suited for other people.”
it’s funny, how everything never works out between you and other guys. you don’t recall it being so hard with satoru. perhaps he was truly made for you, like the heavens designed. but both of you were too similar, too afraid of commitment. nothing was going to come out of it anyway.
and maybe that’s why you miss it.
his fleeting glances, soft lips on tender skin and a pair of calm blue that never fails to mesmerise you.
satoru is the fleeting kind of romance that burns so bright in its prime and the kind you can never keep close. not when he isn’t willing to tone it down and when you don’t have the tolerance to match.
strangely, maybe that’s also why you’re still drawn to him. you’re still hoping that there will be a flaw in the design, that your seemingly parallel lines will intersect somehow. that maybe you won’t have to try and replace him with someone else.
“yeah, kento, i get it,” you tell nanami, sipping on your tea as you watch him get up and go.
you and nanami would not have worked out anyway. not when you’re way too fucked up and he’s comparibly normal. it would be too much for him. you would be too much for him. you stare at the tea in front of you. you kind of miss those dates satoru took you on; trespassing on private property and reliving youth in arcades.
satoru is everything—love, heartache, gambles, sins. both of you are spun from the same thread, and maybe you believe that if soulmates exist, you and him have the same red thread twirled around your pinkies.
though, the fact that he isn’t here simply proves you to be wrong.
last you’d heard, satoru was travelling the world, carefree and spreading his wings like you always knew he would.
you find yourself wishing that perhaps, somehow, you’d meet him again. but you sigh and get up, knowing you are far too old for this wishful thinking.
but where you’d thought that satoru was roaming, you forget that he’s much like a swallow. because now, when you turn around, you catch that same shade of ocean blue staring straight at you, the same white locks that obstructed your vision in the mornings.
the same satoru who’d learned of love through you and you alone. the same satoru who, even if he leaves, will always find his way back to you, no matter how much you try to deny and push him away.
satoru takes two steps forward before he pulls you towards him, his long arms coming around you and holding you tight.
this time, he’s not going to let you go.
“y/n,” he calls your name softly, his lips grazing the shell of your ear. “wanna give this another shot?”
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scorpiun · 1 year ago
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uncertainty    remained    poignant    at    the    forefront    of    his    demeanor. this    topic    held    the    weight    of    1000    hearts    that    beat    blood    with    no    arteries    to    channel    through    -    just    pools    of    blood. the    fatal    wound    he    had    took    the    day    he    lost    everything    never    truly    healed    and    never    became    a    scar. instead,    it    was    more    a    pain    that    he    simply    learned    to    better    manage    day    by    day. while    hes    come    to    face    the    horrors    and    look    at    them    into    the    eyes    rather    then    replace    it    with    a    pursuit    of    vengeance    it    wasnt    always    easy. some    days... some    days    were    just    as    bad    as    then. to    heal    was    to    live    beyond    the    pain. but    a    father    can    never    truly    be    bereft    of    the    pain    of    a    lost    family. a    loving    wife    and    innocent    new    born    son. and    to    truly    bring    the    final    weight    to    the    matter    he    was    the    "    survivor    "    of    a    massacre. one    in    which    death    took    him    as    well. but    to    the    elder    gods    cruel    thread    or    some    supernatural    being    or    another    he    was    doomed    to    never    be    allowed    to    die. some    may    call    it    hanzo's    luck    at    a    second    chance. but,    as    hanzo    saw    it    death    is    an    option    of    peace    he    will    never    have. there    was    more    for    him    to    endure. to    live    because    he    had    no    choice    but    to    face    the    trials    of    life    no    matter    what. doomed    by    a    narrative    beyond    his    comprehension. to    be    strong    in    the    face    of    grief,    pain,    abuse    [...]    there    were    few    who    were    even    proud    to    see    how    far    hes    come. many    were    too    convinced    of    the    monster    he    was    is    the    monster    that    shall    always    be. [    has    anyone    wondered    how    tired    he    was    of    being    so    strong ?    ]   
   hanzo    shrugs    harshly    at    johnny    as    if    trying    to    shake    the    weight    of    the    conversation    that    hand. it    was    to    be    expected    how    uncomfortable    he    felt  naturally    so. it    was    in    hanzo's    nature    to    become    guarded. not    born    with,    but    instilled    unto    him. so    much    years    of    abuse    has    taught    him    to    be    wary    of    any    gap    within    his    defenses    that    could    allow    someone    to    take    advantage    of    him    again. while    hanzo’s    sharp    gaze    showed    johnny    to    tread    lightly    of    this    topic,    his    body    language    allowed    him    to    continue    speaking. to    see    him    become    so    sympathetic    was    unlike    the    johnny    he    knew. even    now    he    wondered    if    this    would    end    in    a    fizzled    conversation    that    led    onward    to    teasing    the    demon. hanzo    didn’t    entirely    relent. to    be    sharp    with    his    words    were    his    claws. stay    away. even    the    lone    wolf    could    bare    their    teeth.
      ❝    i've    told    you    this    before. having    is    not    the    same    as    having    lost. you    do    not    understand    my    struggle,    not    even    the    very    surface    of    it    -    you    still    have    her. i    wish... i    wish    i    had    my    own. but    no. do    you    understand    what    its    like    to    live    on    for    the    sake    of    others    ?    every    day. yet    i    do    it    with    dignity. i    have    no    choice. ❞ hanzo    feels    his    temperature    rising. not    on    purpose    to    ward    away    johnny,    but    from    subconscious. whenever    he    became    disturbed    it    was    habit    he    would    become    warmer. similar    to    a    porcupine's    quills    raising. still,    it    was    safe    for    everyone    here.
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      ❝    parent... tuh. once    upon    a    time    i    could    call    myself    that. parent,    husband. now    i    would    insult    them    if    i    still    branded    myself    with    those    titles. whats    the    point    of    all    this,    johnny. if you are wondering how much i miss them then there is simply not a day i go by not thinking of how much they meant to me. ❞
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     In youth he wished for the comfort of a better family,   in adulthood he had avoided any possibility of a deeper connection,   a paradox in being that had divided him at the core between wanting and fearing,   to claim something robbed throughout childhood,   but never act upon it for fear of the ache that comes from rejection.   Out of his family there was none left but his mother that he maintained a good line of connection with,   although the relationship had long been strained in a downfall caused by arrogance and addiction,   he had managed to salvage it into something stronger.   His siblings had led themselves down worser paths,   his father,   his father                   the mere thought of the man makes his stomach churn,   the scent of alcohol and the tone of his voice were the only memories he had left,   and he aches not for those small bits of remembrance but the inevitable realization of the startling similarity between father and son.   A fault of nature he holds too harshly upon himself,   a glorified star that witnessed his own fall from grace,   pride comes before the fall as they say,   a twist in fate he regrets most terribly but is thankful for regardless,   lest he kept going down that path and truly becomes like the man he had grown to despise with all his heart.
  It was a much needed wake up call that gave sight to what truly mattered,   although nearly lost,   he held onto the bits and pieces and climbed from that deep pit into recovery.   When one is so consumed by the ailings of their own hearts,   it blinds the senses,   shrouds the world in a veil of darkness,   pitch black to the point that it seems nothing is in there,   unintentionally isolating oneself in the worst forms of solitude.   Johnny had experienced it,   &.   once he had clawed his way back into the light,   there was still that emptiness to be filled,   a whole world to get familiar with once again,   not entirely void of demons by own creation,   but lighter now that he learned to keep them at bay.   Perhaps it was for the experience that he feel a sense of sympathy for Hanzo ;   wondered how it must have been like to set foot back into a world he could not stomach but is forced to adapt into.   It was a journey for the former sceptre to discover,   and indeed,   the man had shown considerable change,   become a great ally to the special forces,   and a good father in the eyes of Takeda who had nothing but respect and admiration for him.   &.   yet,   there was still that shadow that loomed over,   a deep melancholy no controlled instances of silence or meditation could hide.   Johnny knew better than to ask,   a parent's grief was a fate he hadn't experienced but taunts him whenever Cassie would set forth on a mission without him or Sonya.   He asked despite his better judgment,   and saw how that familiar fire would spark figuratively in a glance and tone so mercilessly sharp.   He held his tongue for long,   allowing the grandmaster to make sense of himself,   he seemed to him like a wild animal driven to a corner,   but it wasn't for the sake of being forceful that he posed the question.
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       ❛❛                It's because I have a daughter,   that I know.   ❜❜        he said plainly,   leaning closer by resting his arms at the edge of a chair instead of cowering away,   Hanzo ought to know better that Johnny Cage was a difficult man to be rid off.        ❛❛   ...   I was so irresponsible that I nearly drove her away.   I could still lose her,   there's not a time that goes by that I wonder if it's gonna be the last time I see her,   and that                there's nothing more terrifying than that.   ❜❜        the actor admits with a sigh,   a familiar pang of concern tugging at the heart strings,   it never gets easier,   does it ?        ❛❛   I know I have a big mouth,   but I'm not trying to get on your nerves or pity you,   just talking,   one parent to another.   ❜❜
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levandright · 22 days ago
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𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐇 𝐓𝐎 𝐀 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐌𝐄 !
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𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲. being friends with one of the cutest boys in school is quite hard if you were to ask yn, it's hard not to fall for kim sunoo with his charms. but maybe this little crush isn't as unrequited as yn thought.
𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠. sunoo x fem! reader : roblox player! sunoo x sky cotl player! reader
𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞. smau, fluff, friends to lovers
part of the [ 𝐕𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐎 𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑 ! ] series
AUTHOR'S NOTE : decided to start with sunoo's next cause i kid you not I haven't seen a single smau with sunoo at all, so im here to show some love to our cute sunshine 🫶🏻 if anyone has seen any sunoo smau please share 🙏i need to read one so badly. i also want to do written parts for my smau's but i have terrible writers block and i won't be able to upload chapters consistently so yeah... but hopefully in my future smau's (after the video game lover series) im confident enough in my writing to do so!
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NOW PLAYING . . . moth to a flame !
ⓘ 4 moths in a trench coat ◡ᯅ◡⁠ gaming addiction gone wild ◡ᯅ◡⁠ sky cotl ⓘ
001. officially a veteran player
002. moth sunoo
003. stop the bowl cut hate
004. mint choco haters out
005. hop on dti
006. i do not like her
007. denial is a river in egypt
008. you have good taste
009. this is NOT a dating game
010. sold for 100 candles
[ 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐬𝐮𝐛𝐣𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 ]
taglist. @honeychocos @bbbonni @sol3chu @kozumesphone @jiiyen @paririnnn
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i94so · 11 months ago
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✶ limbo, a playlist ⸻ on the verge of heaven, while always trapped in hell : a very small collection of feelings through her life.
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can be played in order, but is meant to be played on shuffle.
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scorpiun · 11 months ago
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❝ i can’t tell if that’s meant to be a compliment. ❞ // we love you for trying...
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it    had    been    a    somewhat    grueling    process    to    earn    the    scorpion’s    friendship    rather    than    his    sting. for    every    1    time    the    all    time    celebrity    bestowed    his    quirky    and    vexing    charisma    unto    the    scorpion    there    was    always    the    chance    it    devolved    into    some    sort    of    raucous    chaos. usually    with    an    inflamed    hanzo    and    a    more    than    entertained    johnny    cage. this    routine    became    merely    habitual    -    expected    even. even    the    like    of    takeda    would    simply    raise    his    shoulders    tensely    to    cage    and    his    father    brawling.
      but,    even    a    candle's    wick    eventually    burns    away. and    johnny    was    the    wax    within. even    if    the    wick    burned    the    wax    never    left,    now    did    it?    and    when    the    flame    went    out,    everything    solidified    again. hanzos    flame    dimmed    becoming    less    of    a    inferno    to    keep    johnny    away    and    more    of    a    camp    fire    -    still    something    to    be    careful    with    but    certainly    much    more    welcoming.
      hanzos    arms    fold    across    the    horizon. his    brown    eyes    shutting    momentarily    [...]    he    sucks    in    a    breath. exhale. eyes    reopen    once    more. ❝    i    am    simply    saying    you    are    less    irritating    then    i    presumed. and,    you    dont    fight    as    bad    as    i    imagined.❞    a+    compliment    skills,    scorpion.
@cagcd
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hwajin · 11 months ago
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#!! - 𝐓𝐖𝐈𝐍 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐌𝐄 — 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 ; twin flames
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— 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞 : soulmate au, non idol au, smut!! mdni, angst
— 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 : hyunjin x fem!reader
— 𝐰𝐜 : 4.8k
— 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲 : it had been a while since you and hyunjin had shared a first kiss, since chan had vanished from your life — since you'd have been supposed to run towards a new love, a better one; if not for fear holding you back, if not for your cowardice standing in your and hyunjin's way.
— 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 : IT'S OVERRRRR i quite literally sobbed a bit writing this chapter!! i have NEVER finished a whole series before ever and even tho it's not my best work and i would have written a couple things differently if i've given myself more time this is still my proudest work! love love love to everyone who enjoyed this series or who could feel with it 🫶🫶🫶
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Underwear scattered on Hyunjin’s bedroom floor, yours and his. Panties in lace, with bows adorning their core, sets of lingerie on his chair, by the side of his bed, or simple black silk amidst his sheets. Evidence of just what exactly you and him had been busying yourself with since the first time you had touched, truly touched. Proof that your relationship wasn’t one at all, not having proceeded into directions Hyunjin had planned to.
Then again, he had promised himself to not plan, not when it came to you. To go into you without expectations, without an aim – he was glad to have you, however that was, and he felt himself too selfish should he ever want more from you, emotionally. He was well aware you weren’t ready to fall in love – or to admit to it. So, he let himself call over to your place – Chan had long moved out, as Hyunjin’d found out, having left the place to you solely –, let you come over to his whenever you pleased; he let you toy with him. Though, maybe toy was a word far too harsh – it implied pain, and you didn’t want to hurt Hyunjin. He knew, he hoped, that you had good intentions when it came to him; your lingering touches every morning against his naked chest, when you were supposed to be off to work though still laid in bed with him, despite your promise not to sleep over at the others’ place, the nicknames you called him although you told yourself and him to not go that far, your stolen, passionate kisses right after you’d tell Hyunjin that a relationship, a great love the way he imagined wasn’t something you could give him, just yet. He had promised to not ask for it, to wait on you – but whenever your touch found his skin, delicate, tender, far too sweet to not be called love, in its’ very form, Hyunjin doubted that you didn’t feel affection towards him, that your hesitation was credited simply to fear. Fear of another heartbreak, fear, maybe, that you’d misjudged Hyunjin the way you did Chan. Hyunjin understood, let himself hurt, because it was for you – grew impatient, grew needy, grew utterly hopeless.
Though, he’d lie saying he didn’t yet enjoy the time he got to spent with you. You were contradicting yourself in relation to them – told Hyunjin sternly that there was no room for romance when you met up though acted a girlfriend at times, swayed and in love, pecking his lips to catch him off guard, calling him over when you cooked a meal you knew he enjoyed, proposed long walks where no subject was left uncovered. And Hyunjin never commented it, let himself engulf in the supposed relationship he’d found himself in, with an affectionate smile often – you weren’t ready though would be, he was sure of it.
Both your bodies were sprawled out on Hyunjin’s bed, not naked entirely though not fully dressed either – you in only a shirt of his and a pair of lacen panties, him in nothing but his boxers. The December temperatures called for more layers on your skins, even indoors, though the sheets against you and the warmth both bodies emitted – and not less the lovemaking not an hour earlier – was enough to keep you from freezing. You didn’t have the heart to go yet, nor the wish to – you had missed Hyunjin though it’s barely been two days since you’ve last seen him, and you went over your own boundaries if it meant spending more time with him. It was strange, and you were frightened of your lack of backbone, when it came to Hyunjin; you had promised yourself a break from love, from anything regarding it though you couldn’t seem to distance yourself enough from him. Ever since your first touch, the first time your lips had found home on the other your body had ached to be with his own, simply near his. To talk of nothing, to do nothing, but together. Actions far too intimate for your liking – it wasn’t only carnal, not simply sexual attraction as you had hoped; it was love, if you had to name it, and it scared you. It scared you to commit, it scared you, even, to admit to the feelings in the first place – around Hyunjin you pretended to be happy keeping it casual, to be fine calling him over past midnight usually, though every time he left, far into the early morning, with a longing kiss you couldn’t help but wish for more. For having his closure, for having his body next to your own when you awoke hours later, for calling over right then and there, again.
You felt Hyunjin’s touch on your skin, his soft fingertips on your flesh. His breath fell hot against the crook of your neck – his face has been buried in it for the past half hour, wordless and silent, comforting. His breathing was regular, almost in sync with your own, his chest palpably heaving against you, falling to leave you empty, heaving again against your body. His limbs were heavy, lazily sprawled around your own; you weren’t sure if he was sleeping, your hand tangled into his hair an indicator he might be – there wasn’t a day Hyunjin wasn’t slave to your fingers against his scalp. That was the worst part – knowing Hyunjin loved you as much as you loved, and letting him hurt nonetheless. Feeling his affection, his patience, his determination – you admired him, truly; if you were in his place you might have long given up, might have long lost hope. Though maybe you wouldn’t have. If you imagined the roles reversed, if you imagine yourself in a position hopeless and waiting and longing, for a love greater would never be found – you’d stay, too. If it was for him.
Though the roles weren’t reversed, and you found yourself scared, still. Overwhelmed suddenly by Hyunjin’s body so very close to you, the subtle implication of a love you knew he could grant you. Your heart quickened when you realized your utter comfort in his hold, just how much you enjoyed his arms around your waist, his solemn touch on parts no one but him had the privilege of touching – the space between your breasts, where his lips liked to find home, the plush of your thighs, so close to your sex though never quite, the lower of your tummy, thumb merely grazing pubes as his hand danced upon your skin. You enjoyed it all, and far too much.
“I have to go.”
Your body tense when you exclaimed the words which cut through the silence uncomfortably – Hyunjin jerked at your voice, though not having been loud enough to scare him it was stern enough to disturb, let alone the implications of your words. His body imitated yours, tensing up in its’ place, arms tightening around your torso, as though to hold you back, to prevent your parting. His head parted from your neck – it left you terribly cold, too empty. Hyunjin looked at you, perplexed, his dark eyes ones of a puppy, big and pleading, silently asking; for you, for more, for love. It were eyes you so often struggled to deny, a sight you hated to turn down. His hair a mess, his face puffy and reddened by his lips and cheeks, only a hint of colour but enough to turn you weak. You were too invested, too deep into him. Too in love.
You wriggled yourself out of his hold – Hyunjin couldn’t help but loosen his grip on you, finally, though it left you colder than expected, and more desperate for him than ever. You hated parting as much as he did, it hurt you just as deeply as it did Hyunjin. Though you feared that staying would scar you worse in the long run, so you braced yourself, selfishly. You shifted and heaved yourself off the bed, off Hyunjin’s mattress which smelled of vanilla and home, of him, and scrambled together your things. Not all of them, never all of them – you always left something to have an easy excuse to come over, despite not needing one. You took your cherry chapstick laying on his bedside table, the one Hyunjin found himself to love on you, kissing it off whenever applied; your headphones on his table where paintings of flowers and you were scattered all over, shooting a bullet right through the plush of your heart, the tenderness he cared for you with, the pedestal he held you on; your underwear on his floor, bringing bashful colour to your skin, remembering the words Hyunjin had said taking each of them off, over the past weeks – you left merely white underpants draped over his chair you pretended not to see, a necklace on his table you pretentiously thought was his, and a hair tie which could have as well been his own. You cringed over your own pathos.
Hyunjin watched you in the process of collecting and packing your things, entangled in his sheets smelling of your perfume and sex. You didn’t dare look at him; his topless body always portrayed a domesticity you felt like fleeing from, you urged to find comfort in. Hyunjin watched wordlessly, up until the point where you’ve realized you’ve still been wearing his shirt – you took it off, casually, without a second thought before putting on your own, seemingly ready to leave; that was the moment Hyunjin spoke, finally.
“Already? You can stay a bit, you’ve only been here for an hour.”
Desperation in his voice, undeniably. You felt cruel – more so when you looked at him. Half sitting in his bed, eyes calling for you, every fibre of his body longing to hold yours again. He looked inviting, he looked like he could grant happiness if you only allowed it – he looked, therefore, dangerous.
A big sigh from you – you didn’t like to get angry at him, and you weren’t particularly. It was anger credited only to yourself, and though Hyunjin was never at fault it was sometimes directed at him. You hated yourself for it every time anew.
“I can’t… you know I can’t stay.”
Throwing your bag over your shoulder, it was lighter than expected. You never took much over to his place.
Hyunjin sat up fully now, and your eyes directed their attention towards the door – you didn’t lack self-control, though the view of him wasn’t something you were able to resist, nor bear. Because it was frustratingly heart-breaking, because you wanted to drop every bit of your belongings to find yourself in these arms of his, secure and warm, homely. You almost took a step towards it when his voice kept you from your plan again.
“But babe, you-“
“Don’t call me that. Don’t call me babe.”
It was your breaking point. Nicknames weren’t a rarity with Hyunjin, though this very moment, when fear of commitment and disappointment nagged at you it was far too much of what you could physically handle. The word sounding so natural, so lovely it was impossible to hold back the tears that prickled behind your lids, a bad omen of the emotions rolling upon you. Confusion, because it was him you wished to be with, fear, because you hurt, frustration, because you didn’t seem to handle the situation remotely well.
Hyunjin was silent, though only for a second. Shocked and he looked like it – it’s not that you had never made a boundary abundantly clear to him, yet this was the first time you sounded truly upset, angered while doing so. Though he wasn’t hurt by it, not by your anger, not by your words, even. He was hurt, for your sake. For the tremble in your voice hinted at your frustration over yourself, at your wish for the situation to be different altogether. He knew you wanted to love him, without fear and hesitation, without having to say goodbye before the sun rose. He hurt knowing you were making it so hard for yourself, despite him being right before you, not even in hand’s reach, but already within your hold.
You stood in his room, unmoving, though not leaving, either. Waiting maybe for an answer, or too cowardly to leave him, after all. Body urging to be with him too much to walk out his home and into your own. You heard him shifting in his bed – you still weren’t looking at him, turned to him sideways, facing the door. You heard his naked feet against his rug-less floor, felt his body closer and closer to your own until you could feel his warmth engulfing you. Suffocating.
“You’re… look at me.”
It wasn’t as much a command as it was a plea. Hyunjin’s voice sounded quiet, careful, as if the littlest wrongdoing would scare you off. Not for today only, but forever. That with an unwanted word you would vanish, as quickly as you had first emerged.
Hyunjin didn’t touch you. He stood inches from you and waited, until you – reluctantly, quite – turned to face him; it was your single downfall. Pain glazed on his irises, lips agape to speak though seemingly unknowing of what exactly. His brows were furrowed, a pained expression painting his face – you despised seeing him this way. He deserved a treatment far better than the one you were torturing him with, one that wouldn’t require him to worry, to hopelessly long, to hurt. You despised seeing him in pain, and you hated yourself most for it.
“You… you could stay, you know.”
Careful, his words merely crawling past his lips and into the room, but a deer caught in the forests and too timid to move. You barely registered his voice at all, as quiet as it was – though when you realized his words, realized, most importantly, the implications behind them your expression changed, your demeanour did. You looked up at him, his face as though waiting for a storm, appalled and frightened, almost. He didn’t deserve your anger.
“Hyunjin you–… you know I can’t. I can’t stay, I’m not– I don’t think I’m ready yet, I–“
Your voice trembled. You didn’t want to cry, not yet. You knew this topic had been inevitable, and you didn’t want to weaken at the very beginning. Though speaking your thoughts aloud instead of thinking them, admitting to what you’ve been trying to deny with such verbosity prior didn’t help your state, nor did the view before you – the man you so badly wanted to call your lover looking as distraught as you were feeling, helpless and enraged now, it seemed. You couldn’t blame him.
Hyunjin was angry. Hurt, and helpless, and angry, not at you, not at himself, even. At Chan, maybe, for having left you so very scarred, at his own cowardness of not having brought up this topic earlier. At the fact he understood and yet couldn’t accept, not when both of you wanted more. And so clearly, at that. It enraged him that you were scared of allowing yourself happiness you well knew he could give you – it brought tears to his eyes.
“You… can’t you see I treat you well? Can’t you see that we’d be happy together– that we are happy together?”
Hyunjin’s voice was nothing but a whisper. Not angry because he bore enough patience to control himself, rather desperate, instead. It broke you more than if he’d screamed at you. But he stood before you, looking smaller than he was, almost begging; for something you didn’t trust yourself able to give.
“I can. I can see we’d be happy… that’s why I’m scared.”
A beat and you looked up at him, his figure hovering over yours, both unmoving, frozen in your place. Hyunjin’s expression changing into one of confusion, pity.
“I was happy with Chan, too, I– I’m scared it’s gonna be the same thing all over again, I–“
“I’m not Chan.”, Hyunjin’s voice stern now, absent of unsureness. “I’m not him, so you don’t have to be scared with me, I–“, hesitation for only a moment as he watched tears roll down your cheeks, silent tears as you held his gaze; he stepped closer, body almost touching your own and his hands reached out, unable to stand separate and he cupped your face, thumb grazing over the wet that kept streaming past your eyes. “I love you. I’ve loved you when I first saw you in that store, and I’ve loved you ever since… you don’t have a reason to be scared with me; I won’t ever not love you.”
Hyunjin’s lips connected to your own before you could say anything else, before you could burst out in helpless sobbing. You cursed Hyunjin for making you love him, for storming into your life and turning it upside down, for never having let go of you – and yet, simultaneously, you couldn’t help but thank the heavens for bringing him to you. Because maybe, if you let yourself, you would learn to love again. You would learn trust anew, would learn peace and domesticity and affection – maybe, if you let go of your fear with Hyunjin right beside you he would teach you to accept love again.
You kissed him back after a moment of hesitation, of hopelessly collecting your thoughts – you couldn’t quite, and kissing him was easier, so you let him. Let him touch your face with delicate fingers, let him move his previously kiss-bitten lips against your own wet ones, tears mixing into hot, damp breaths. Your bag slid off your shoulder and you held him, clung onto his arms as though the loss of contact would take him away from you forever – you couldn’t afford it, nor would you dare to accept it. You let him love you the way he’s always wanted, the way you’ve always deserved and you cried into the kiss, unable to stop tears because unable to truly stop fear. You’d accept him, accept the inevitable because you wanted it just as much, though it surely wouldn’t come without determination, without work. Love and trust wouldn’t emerge suddenly but over time, though you were, finally, ready to welcome both. If it was him by your side.
Hyunjin broke the kiss to look at you, holding you still, never daring to let go. His eyes scanned your face for any sign of reluctance or acceptance – though he’d prefer the latter. And he found one in the way you kept looking at him, wanting, needing, vulnerable. In the way you kept holding onto his body, clawing into his skin, pleading silently. He understood, he kissed you again – slowly this time, secure. Granting you the time you silently pleaded for, making you understand he would gift you all the time in the world, if need be, every bit of patience he contained.
Your bodies moved backwards – never breaking lips’ contact – until Hyunjin’s legs nudged the edge of the bed. He sat slowly, pulling you against him, onto his lap in calm manner; his demeanour was tender, delicate. He was careful. His touch on your body as you softly straddled him was featherlight, fingertips tapping and dancing across your skin while his palms left warmth where they met you, familiar and comfortable warmth you so often had scared away from letting in. Warmth Hyunjin had been granting you all along, patiently – warmth you finally, though not entirely mindlessly, felt ready to reciprocate.
You broke the kiss, sitting atop him still, holding onto his naked shoulders, feeling the weight of his hands on your hips – for the first time since you’ve met him you felt like you were really, truly looking at him. Your lover. Your soulmate. His eyes were dark, pearly, big, laced with so many emotions you wondered how he was able to hold them all within him. There was sadness and agony, passion and love, adoration and frustration and hope and fear, and so much more. Hyunjin’s lips were reddened, dry from panting, chipped from the lack of using balms. His brows were furrowed in question, looking up at you watching him – you never wanted to tear your eyes off him again. You felt like you had wasted time, and you urged to make it quit; you wanted to spend every remaining day, every last second with Hyunjin by your side.
You closed the distance between your bodies again to a kiss. Your lips met Hyunjin’s softly, slowly – you took your time now, trusted a little more now. And he allowed it. Hyunjin allowed for you to take control, let you move against him as slowly as you wished to – opening his mouth when your tongue prodded at his lips, letting your wet muscle dance with his own, let you bite against his plush mouth for only a second before you granted him open-mouthed kisses again, leaving him in utter awe. He’s been wishing for these sort of kisses from you, for ages now – passionate, without hesitation, exploring instead of scaring away from it. He was finally receiving them; and he felt the luckiest man alive.
It took moments to find yourself laying beneath his figure, dressed still. Hyunjin’s hands were roaming across your body – though not too hasty, never fast. His lips engulfed your own, kissed and nibbled at your neck, against your jaw – passionate and soft, utterly adoring. He took his time with you, time you never much allowed him to take, time you had deemed too romantic to accept; you were accepting it now, relishing in the new love you had denied yourself. And it felt nice. Hyunjin’s lips against your skin has never felt so calming, so secure. His touch, the pads of his fingertips atop your body’s’ every inch was salvation, final pleasure. You let him, entirely. Let him explore you, the way he’s never done before. Let him look at you, intently. Let him undress you, slowly. Shirt first, then your pants. You let Hyunjin kiss every inch of skin he exposed, if took him ages to. You let him pour love into every connection with him and your flesh, basked in the way you enjoyed it.
It took a couple further moments before you lay beneath him in the nude. It wasn’t the first time he saw you like that, though now you felt shy, bashful. You almost wanted to hide yourself – it was intimacy you hadn’t experienced in too long. Your body tensed, and Hyunjin noticed. His hand lay on your waist, his right cupping your cheek – he gave you a kiss, long and slow, before locking eyes with you, deep and loving.
“It’s okay. I’ve got you; trust me.”
It didn’t need much more to calm you. Your limbs went slack against the mattress, your hands held onto Hyunjin’s figure as he never stopped peppering you in kisses. His erection pressed heavily against your thigh, though neither of you paid it any mind, for the time being. Hyunjin had never taken this much time with you before – and you had never let him. Only now you noticed how much you had needed it, all along.
It must have been ten minutes when Hyunjin’s tip finally prodded at your entrance. Not demanding, not even needy – simply letting know, and waiting for your move. And you spread your thighs without much hesitation; Hyunjin’s kisses had always been prone to make you breathless and longing, his always lingering touch and the caressing of his fingers he was always so mindful about had never before, nor now, failed to drive you to a point of desperateness. He’d always been a master in coaxing you into him, though only now you welcomed it entirely. Two of Hyunjin’s fingers tested the waters at your wetness, playing with your clit for a mere second – only to feel you squirm beneath him, to hear a whimper of frustration leave your longing lips – before he slowly entered you, waiting several moments after each inch; not that he needed to, not that you weren’t used to his stretch at this point, but still he near tortured you with his pace, slow and leisure.
You felt his every vein within you, his every twitch and pulse that ran through him – and maybe that was his goal – before he finally bottomed out. It elicited a whimper from both of you; Hyunjin buried in your neck, the vibrations of his voice rushing all over your body, your own face by his ear and you gave it a loving nibble, which he sighed at. Your fingers entangled in his locks, your legs wrapped around his torso, not allowing him to move, keeping your lover in place. You had never been this close before, or maybe had never noticed it; you suddenly wanted to catch up on all the lost time you had wasted foolishly. You wanted to feel Hyunjin for a little while longer, wanted to hold him against you until both your bodies grew weak and tired, wanted to lay and simply kiss him for as long as he would allow it. You suddenly needed him entirely and inseparably, and you would go lengths for it.
Hyunjin started moving against your hips, rolling his own into you with delicacy. He had never not been soft with you, though it felt far different now – his hand found home on your face, always cupping your cheek, always locking eyes, as though a fraction more distance would whip you from right beneath him, as though you were a doll made of most fragile glass. You liked it. You enjoyed this side of Hyunjin far more than you had expected to, now that you welcomed it. You spread your legs further for him, granting him more access, more space – he took it gratefully, increasing the speed of his waving thrusts by a bit, only enough to tease, not enough yet to gift full satisfaction. You were a whining mess of needing more, and Hyunjin wasn’t much better – he was moments from losing his composure, from fucking into you with the passion he had held back all the times prior, mindless, now, of the time he wanted to take with you. You were impossible to resist, to not lose sanity over.
It needed you to initiate, though. You enjoyed this side of Hyunjin, now that you didn’t shy away from his loving affection, but your body needed more than what he was not giving you. More passion, more vigour, more him. You rolled your hips up into his, meeting him halfway and the man stuttered in his motions, halting only a second, granting you a quick look before you continued moving in unison — hips crashing against hips, lips upon each other, hands and fingers nothing but glued onto bodies; it didn’t take either of you long until you came simultaneously, limbs trembling, moans choking, panting, faces hidden in necks.
Wetness of tears stood in your eyes; you had only needed to let him in. All the time you had wasted on Chan, the efforts you could have put into Hyunjin all this while frustrating, though fickle now — you knew to find love in him, and to trust whole heartedly.
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— 𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄 :
“But it’s a big thing!! All our friends are gonna be there, I’d take like- let’s do five more bottles.”
You were standing between the aisles of the small store, Hyunjin by your side, gears in his head visibly turning at your suggestion. You had grown to love this expression on him over the past two years of dating — one year and eight months, but who was truly counting —; furrowed brows, pursed lips, looking so very serious over most mundane business. Though, you wouldn’t call Hyunjin’s achievements mundane — you were shopping for a party in order to celebrate your boyfriends’ first own gallery show, one he’d worked for most diligently, right after you’ve developed into an official item. ‘Twin Flame’ — the name of his show, paintings of which he’d said are inspired by you, his very muse, solely; you felt pride swell whenever thought of it.
“You’re right actually, let’s take some more snacks as well.”
The pair of you walked up the aisle of chips — Hyunjin remembered when he had seen you here the first time, when he had felt a gaping hole in his soul suddenly, one that had eased the closer he had moved to you. One that felt truly and entirely stuffed, now that you were his; and you weren’t any different. When you walked outside, déjà vu made you recall the feeling you had felt when Hyunjin had walked past you — lonely, suddenly, pulled towards his heart’s direction. It had been fate, other people would simply call it luck; yet two lovers found themselves within the other, found the missing piece of their ever-longing souls — found, after years of searching, long-lost twin flames.
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scorpiun · 1 year ago
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hanzo    was    always    elated    to    have    takeda    back    from    his    new    endeavors    within    the    special    forces. he    always    sought    to    keep    himself    open    when    he    was    back    to    allow    takeda    to    socialize    with    him    whenever    the    young    chonin    so    felt. so    he    settles    upon    his    question    upon    its    presentation.
   ❝    hm...briggs. yes. in    fact,    its    because    i    was    spectre    do    i    recall    the    briggs    name. the    commander    briggs. he    is    one    of    the    many    who    refuses��   to    acknowledge    ive    changed,    and    continues    to    hold    it    all    against    me. one    of    your    team    members    is    also    a    briggs,    however. though    i    have    not    met    her    myself. ❞    johnny    had    already    told    him    about    the    task    force    and    ran    by    many    details    to    the    grandmaster    so    not    everything    was    news    to    him. he    now    only    wondered    what    takeda    was    nodding    to. ❝    is    the    commander    giving    you    trouble    on    my    regard    ?    ❞ there was a sense of protectiveness in his tone, no doubt.
— @scorpiun / starter call
"Does the name Briggs mean anything to you?" HE'D RETURNED FROM HIS WORK IN THE SPECIAL FORCES FOR A TIME, still on their beck and call but given some leniency due to the experimental nature of their task force. Tempers needed time to get used to each other, and all that. "I mean, I know you've... dealt with everyone in Special Forces before, as a wraith. But personally? Any opinion?"
He seems oddly inquisitive - there is something on his mind... or someone.
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darkscrossfire · 1 year ago
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𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐇 𝐓𝐎 𝐀 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐌𝐄
PART ONE
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Pairing: Dilf!Jake Sully x reader
Warnings: None for this chapter
Notes: Hiii, sorry for not posting part one for like 7 years <3 I’ve been super busy but i’m going to try and post more now that my writers block has been a bit better and I have the energy to write. Here’s part one, I hope you enjoy and let me know how it is :D
The concept of a crush was a foreign to my adolescent ears until the day it was uttered to me by the other younger Na’vi girls who suddenly became interested in the topic of boys when surveying the young men of the Omatikaya clan. The young men were preparing to leave for duty, their bodies clad in human equipment and their hands gripping human weaponry.
The girls fawned over their appearances, the way their muscles would flex when climbing upon their ikrans, their charming smiles bringing a rosy blush upon their cheeks. The girls would giggle, latching onto each other whenever one of these young soldiers would send a glance to their direction.
Yet I found myself not feeling anything for these young men, not even when they would gaze upon me with brooding eyes that spoke more than words could ever say. Their eyes trailing upon my figure and letting me know that I was now at a stage where I had become desirable. The age of seventeen had been an eye opening era. One that had made me more aware of men that I had ever been before.
All I felt was a strange discomfort and the need to step far away from wherever these sorts of men came from. I could not understand the appeal towards these immature, knuckle-headed boys. The ones who would purposefully cause fights due to their childish boredom. I did not crave their attention, I did not crave anything from them. They were far too immature for my liking.
These boys seemed to crave the more intimate things whilst I craved the deeper connection felt between several of the mates in the clan. I had seen the way they would gaze upon each other as if they were each others worlds. Their eyes unable to leave each other in fear that they would never be able to gaze upon each other again.
These young men did not crave that. Their desires did not go deeper than the surface. I had seen the way the young Na’vi girls had been heart broken, their tears staining their skin and leaving a permanent indent in their heart due to young men’s physical desire that ended the moment he received that he had wanted.
I refused to let myself be that girl. I did not want to shed tears over someone who I did not even desire truly. I had seen the way the mated pairs looked at each other and I did not want anything less.
My entire world seemed to be changed the moment I met Kiri, a soul who’s entire being seemed to be in tune with nature. The moment I saw her dancing along with the trees, I knew that I just had to be friends with her. Her deeper connection with the world around us made our friendship a powerful connection that I could not just let slip through my finger tips.
We first became friends after an incident where a viperwolf almost ripped my head off after I had fallen three branches from the home tree. It’s fangs were bared and it’s eyes bore into mine, it’s being aching to tear into mine. I could not defend myself for I was surrounded by mere sticks and leaves. I anticipated it to be the moment I died, but the sight of an arrow and a soft whimper escaping it’s jaws as the arrow pierced through its body quickly brought me back to reality.
The teenage Omatikaya girl’s figure hopped down from the branches to mine, where she stuck a hand out. The first thing I had noticed about her was her humanoid features, as if she were not fully Na’vi. Her hair was styled differently than those of other Na’vi I had met and her facial features were not quite completely Na’vi.
It wasn’t until later that I learned about her mother Grace and that she had been adopted by the Sully family. She was intriguing, her soul connection to nature made her someone I knew I immediately wanted to befriend. Her spunky attitude and care for her brothers was admirable, she was someone I envied.
We mourned the loss of the viperwolf but we knew it was either my life or his. The return to the home tree was filled with light hearted conversation and a quick forming friendship. She offered for us to spend more time together the following day where her and her family were all going on a hunting trip through the great forest. I had not been familiar with her family, which consisted of her two brothers, her younger sister and her father. I had not pried into what happened to her mother.
That following day I had not expected too much of the oncoming encounter with her family. I had met her brother first after she had run into him. His name was Lo’ak and was annoyed by her presence, seemingly trying to talk to another Na’vi girl when Kiri had interrupted their conversation. He didn’t say much to me, giving me a simple nod in acknowledgement before trailing after the girl again.
Her brother Neteyam had greeted me with a large smile, introducing himself before introducing his younger sister Tuk who also greeted me with a wide smile.
It wasn’t until I was faced with her cheek-reddening father, that I finally knew what a crush was.
He had stepped out from behind the leaves, his voice calling out for his family. The moment I saw him, an unexplainable redness bloomed in my cheeks, a warmth spreading across my face that was impossible to hide. The way he carried himself was noticeable. His whole demeanor spoke power and strength, a kind of strength I hadn’t seen from any of the young soldiers upon their ikrans.
When his eyes caught mine, a charming smile spread across his face and he spoke in the most ear-pleasing voice that has ever graced my ears. “Oh hey, you’re Kiri’s friend. Y/n right?” He asked, to which all I could muster was a simple nod and hum. “I’m Kiri’s father, but you can call me Jake.”
It took me a moment to register his outstretched hand which was beckoning to shake mine and I let out a soft noise before placing my hand in his, the size of his hand compared to mine an immediately noticeable difference. His touch was warm and his grip was strong. I gave him an small, slightly awkward smile in return, trying to hide the crimson stains across my cheeks.
“You okay?” He asked, pulling his hand away before motioning to his own face and across his cheeks with his finger. “You’re a little red.”
“Oh?- yeah, i’m okay.” I quickly said, pulling my gaze away from him to ensure that my blush wasn’t any more obvious, though I could feel his gaze piercing into the side of my face, emitting a soft chuckle as it lingered for a moment before he turned away and it felt like he had stepped off of my chest.
It did not help that I was already plunged into my late teenage years where my emotions seemed to be dictating my every single thought. I could not tell if I actually desired him or if I just desired to want someone, anyone who somewhat fit my tastes.
The Sully’s were all holding their bows in almost defensive stances and I felt like I knew nothing compared to them. Jake Sully had seemingly trained them very well, as if he was born from combat. I held the bow given to me by Neteyam with uncertainty, my grip uncomfortable and my stance stiff. My entire body was not used to this. I had never been taught to hunt or fight by my mother. She did not want me out fighting the sky people.
I glanced down at the bow, adjusting my fingers and loosely holding the arrow, feeling as though it were about to slip from my grasp at any moment. I softly furrow my brows but try to ignore my faults, telling myself I won’t be hunting anyways, I would just leave it to the Sully family and their expertise. I knew that wouldn’t be the case when I felt Jakes eyes watching me intently, his eyes trained on my unsteady hold on the bow.
“Oh no, sweet girl. You hold it like that and you’re not gonna hit anything.” Jake said with a soft chuckle, making his way over to me where he gently pried the bow from my hands and positioned it correctly in his hands to show me how to hold it.
He leaned down slightly as he spoke, “See? You gotta hold it like this so your aim is accurate. You hold it the way you did before and you’re aiming straight for the dirt.”
I give a soft nod even though my attention is squarely focused on him rather than on the actual demonstration. My eyes are trained on his face and I realized it became obvious when Jakes eyes shifted to mine and he softly furrowed his brows, a light expression across his face as he asks in amusement. “You paying attention?”
My eyes widen slightly and I quickly nod, turning my attention to the bow, watching it as if it was the most important item in the world. I knew I was screwed when he handed it to me and looked at me expectantly, waiting to see me hold it the way he showed. I hesitantly took it back, placing it in my grasp and trying to grab at the bits I had somewhat seen from his demonstration, yet I knew I wasn’t holding it right.
Jake let’s out a soft chuckle, gently shaking his head before murmuring, “Like this..”
The feel of his body moving behind mine, his hands placing on top of mine before readjusting the stance has a warm blush rushing to my cheeks. His hands are warm, so is the rest of his body. I can feel it radiating from his presence. His hands enveloped mine as he lifted my arms to demonstrate shooting, his mouth hovering next to my ear as he whispers, “Just like that..”
My limbs felt like they were going to fall off. Is this what every girl feels when she has a crush?
It was later on that trip after Jake had successfully hunted an creature we had come across that I couldn’t find my eyes able to pull away from him. I couldn’t help but compare him to the young men who the girls fawned over. They all seemed to meek and immature in comparison to him. The way Jake handled the creature showed a great physical strength within him.
Finding out that Jake had not always been Na’vi came very unexpected. He seems to be so one with the people and Pandora that you would think he was born in the clan. He was possibly even closer with the Omatikaya than I was. I had heard stories of his great deeds, the way he protected our people from the sky people.
I had been weaving with him and Kiri in their home, Kiri had just left to grab some more supplies, when he spoke out of the blue, “You know, I used to be part of the sky people.”
I looked at him with great confusion, not quite understanding what he meant, immediately thinking he had worked with them as a born Na’vi. He read the confusion across my face and immediately elaborated. “I used to be a sky person, a human. I didn’t expect to grow so fond of the Omatikaya people.. but after I met Neytiri, I couldn’t let them get hurt.” He set his basket down on the floor, turning his full attention towards me.
I lowered the basket in my hands, placing it in my lap as I kept my legs crossed. I thought for a moment before asking, “What was your life like?”
He let out a soft laugh, one that sent a tingle through my stomach. It was a sound I liked hearing. “Back on Earth? Shit. The place is polluted from the air to the water, people only care about themselves, they’re greedy for money and resources- which is why we came here- and.. I couldn’t walk.” His last words were sent in an almost hesitant thought.
I furrowed my brows in confusion and he quickly answered, picking up the woven basket once more to continue weaving. “I lost control my legs in Venezuela, a country back on Earth, while serving in the United States Marine Corps. The United States is where i’m from.”
“Explains the weird accent.” I said teasingly with a soft smile, lighting the mood.
He made a mock offended face, letting out another soft chuckle as he shook his head. “I guess you’re right, I do sound pretty weird to everyone here.”
There was a moment of silence as I hesitated for a moment before softly uttering. “Do you miss Earth?”
He hesitated for a moment in turn as he took a moment to think, his mind pondering the question over before he answered. “I don’t think so. There’s a lot I liked, but there was a lot I also hated. I mean, I miss burgers, movies, dogs… but the life I have here has brought me so much more peace and happiness than I ever felt there.”
My eyebrows softly furrowed at his small list of things, not understanding what any of those are. He could see the confusion across my face and softly laughed, “I guess that all sounds meaningless to you, huh?”
I softly shrugged with a smile.
He smiled, placing his basket down once more. “Let’s see.. a burger is where you would take two pieces of bread, sort of shaped like half circles and put stuff between them, like lettuce, meat, tomatoes. You can put whatever on ‘em, but I think you have to keep the meat on there to make it a burger.”
I softly nodded, beginning to understand. “It sounds.. good.”
His smile widened, “Trust me, it was. The ones you’d get from little restaurants that no one goes to are the best, not like the ones from fast food places where they’ve been stuck in the freezer and then heated up, the ones that you can taste have been made from scratch there and then.”
I could see his look across his face as if he had finally gotten a chance to speak about his life back home, something he had not done very often. It seemed like there was so much for him to say, so many memories that were flooding back. All I could do was watch him with a soft smile on my face, adoration in my eyes as I found a great fascination in everything he had to say, even if it meant nothing to me or if I barely understood. I just liked hearing him talk.
“And.. what’s a mow-vey?” I ask.
He softly chuckled, “A movie?”
I nodded.
“Well, you know those little stories that are put on every now and then by the fire? Where they act out the tales of different warriors? A movie is like that, except instead of it being done live like that, it’s recorded and distributed. Most of the time these movies would be in rooms called theaters, where it would play on a giant screen. You’d eat food called popcorn and have sugar infested drinks like Coke or a slushee.” He uttered.
I softly nodded, “Do these movies tell stories of warriors?”
He nodded, “Yeah, sometimes… but there were also movies about love, fantasy, drama, horror, thriller and a whole bunch of other things. Don’t tell anyone this, but my personal favorite were romcoms.” He said in a teasingly hushed voice and an almost cheeky smile.
I let out a soft chuckle, “I don’t even even know what that is.”
He smiled, “Maybe one day i’d be able to show you. There’s a lot of great classics like 10 Things I Hate About You, The Notebook, Love Actually… I feel like you’d like them. They’re all movies about people falling in love, sometimes when they’re not supposed to.”
He paused for a moment before letting out a soft chuckle. “Forbidden love just seems to be the most interesting. Two people who know they shouldn’t be in love but they just can’t stay away from each other.”
I didn’t speak for a moment, my mind immediately wondering if there was a chance for something like that with us. That if it did ever happen, that there would be no way for us to be with one another the way the others do. It was unrealistic, mostly because I was sure he would never feel that way about me.
“You ever felt like that, Y/n?” He gently asked.
I held his gaze for a moment, not knowing if the way I felt about him was allowed to be mentionable. I decided to softly shake my head. He softly nodded, thinking for a moment before softly ask. “You ever had a mate?”
I had had a few opportunities now and then, but nothing ever came into fruition. Every guy I found myself getting involved with ended up being a disappointment or just ended things right as they seemed hopeful. “I don’t think so.”
“You don’t think so?” He said lightly, tilting his head as if a bit amused. I softly smiled and shook my head.
His eyebrows raised, as if surprised that no one had ever made me their mate. I found myself surprised by this, wondering what he saw in me that others didn’t. A soft smile creeped upon my face as I uttered, “What?”
He softly shrugged, turning his attention away for a moment as he glanced down at the basket in his hands. “Nothing.. just surprised, is all.”
My eyebrows softly furrowed. “Why?”
He held my gaze for a moment, the expression upon his features sending a nervous shiver down my spine. He paused for a moment. He softly shrugged once more, “I thought some boy would have swept you off your feet by now. Most of the clan members are mated by your age. There has to be someone.”
I wish that I could have said that there was. That there was someone that I loved who I was going to spend my life with, but there wasn’t. The only person I wanted was him, and that entire thoughts was unrealistic and something that I should have erased from my brain. I held his gaze for a moment before softly shaking my head. His eyes which held mine displayed a certain intensity I couldn’t quite place.
Before he could utter anymore, Kiri returned, her arms filled with weaving material. She placed them down on the floor near us, letting out a small sigh as it seemed to be quite a mission to carry. I gave her a small smile.
She stepped around it, taking a seat next to me before glancing between her father and I. “I hope I didn’t leave you two in awkward silence while I was gone.”
Jake let out a soft chuckle. “You didn’t.”
Kiri’s eyebrows softly raised, as if surprised that Jake and I found a way to speak to one another in a way that wasn’t filled with silences and possibly awkward moments. She expected that her best friend and her father would find this moment alone a bit strange without her there as some sort of supporting bridge.
“Really? What’d you guys talk about?” She asked, curiosity all across her face.
Before I could speak, Jake raised and pointed towards his woven basket, as if to say that it was the only thing we spoke about. Weaving baskets.
I glanced over at him with a small look of confusion, not truly understanding why he didn’t tell her that we spoke about his life back on Earth. She definitely knew of many things about Earth, yet he seemed reluctant to tell her of everything he shared. He met my gaze but he seemed expressionless, as if it were nothing. I pulled my gaze away, not quite understanding but deciding to brush it off for now.
Kiri let out a scoff, singing out, “Boring.”
My gaze lingered back on Jake, watching the way he drew his attention back to the basket which he had now finished, placing it to the side where he grabbed more weaving materials. Our relationship suddenly felt more personal as I questioned if Kiri did know of everything he had told me. I wondered what made him decide to tell me and not her.
Perhaps it was just for us. Our little secret.
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crowsource · 4 months ago
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🐦‍⬛ 𝐖𝐄 𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐌𝐄 — quotes taken from the first novel in hafsah faizal's sands of arawiya duology. some edits have been made to allow for rp purposes. feel free to adjust for pronouns/names/etc.
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❝ We hunt the flame, the light in the darkness, the good this world deserves. ❞
❝ A thousand leagues and a thousand sands. For you, a thousand times I would defy the sun. ❞
❝ Heart of my heart. Moon of my soul. ❞
❝ If I told you my name, would you bow? Or would you flee? ❞
❝ A life without purpose may be no life, but a life without love is nothing but an existence. ❞
❝ Bring the desert to its knees. ❞
❝ He was a mess of scars like the sky was a mess of stars. ❞
❝ Love is for children. Death is for fools. ❞
❝ Suffering is our fate. ❞
❝ There is a certain beauty in chaos, magnificence in the uncontrollable. ❞
❝ Promise me that if you die, you will die fighting to return to me. ❞
❝ Knowledge without action is vanity, but action without knowledge is insanity. ❞
❝ Darkness is my destiny. ❞
❝ There was nothing more respectable and dangerous than a woman of confidence. ❞
❝ But eyes couldn't stay closed forever, unless one was dead. And the dead never dreamed. ❞
❝ Monsters preferred solitude. ❞
❝ Together, we will raise the dunes from the earth and rain death from the sky. Together, we are capable of anything. ❞
❝ He didn't live. He existed. And no one understood the difference between the two until they ceased to live. ❞
❝ They'll tell stories about us. ❞
❝ Death is the one thing certain in human life. Why does it still come as a surprise when it happens? ❞
❝ If you want me obedient, ___, kill me and carry my corpse. ❞
❝ He would not fear the darkness. He was the darkness. ❞
❝ A monster will always be enslaved to a master. ❞
❝ Sometimes, when you live a life of captivity, trapped for so long, freedom becomes a thing to fear. ❞
❝ May your hearts remain entwined beyond death. ❞
❝ The first step to getting anywhere is believing you can. ❞
❝ He came here for one act alone: murder. ❞
❝ He's not always this grumpy. Then again, he's one of those people who talks less and murders more. ❞
❝ A person without hope is a body without a soul. ❞
❝ People lived because she killed. ❞
❝ People died because he lived. ❞
❝ Who decides what's out of reach, if not we ourselves? ❞
❝ You are the compass in the storm, the guide in the dark. You will always find your way. ❞
❝ This was pain worse than a sword. This was forgetting and then remembering everything afresh, the curse of memories. ❞
❝ Men can be such beautiful trash. ❞
❝ A life without purpose is no life at all. ❞
❝ You remind me that hope is not lost. ❞
❝ That was life, wasn't it? A collection of moments, a menagerie of people. Everyone stranded everywhere, always. ❞
❝ Confidence breeds freedom. ❞
❝ No one can be that pure. ❞
❝ Death will be her companion. He's kept her safe all this time. Why stop now? ❞
❝ If only you knew what it was like to feel the weight of your gaze. ❞
❝ I just think that once you're bound to another, you change. That for the happiness of the one you love, and for your own, you change without knowing it. ❞
❝ That does not mean I cannot love a monster. ❞
❝ What are you? To define is to limit. ❞
❝ If you're going to save the world, you might as well do it in style! ❞
❝ Congratulations, ___. You're officially a murderer. Welcome to the club. ❞
❝ Think of all the women you can help by being you. ❞
❝ Did you think this was your chance for redemption? Darkness is your destiny. You were born for hell. ❞
❝ Tragedies happen once; memories relive them eternally. ❞
❝ You do it for them. For them to love you. ❞
❝ I once loved. ❞
❝ How come something so painless as the loss of memory hurt so much? ❞
❝ A life with magic means nothing to me if you aren't in it. ❞
❝ You and I are strangers. ❞
❝ I'm big enough to keep anyone busy for awhile. ❞
❝ Will there ever come a time when you won't see me as a monster? ❞
❝ You care for him. ❞
❝ I've never seen a face so open. ❞
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madame-fear · 2 years ago
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*ೃ༄ 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐌𝐘 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐑𝐄 .ೃ࿐
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— ☆ amira speaks: requested by my precious wifey @gothy-froggy, enjoy your reading, babe !! ♡♡♡ — summary : [ — ✧ request ] Being a princess and having your House revisiting King's Landing after a long time, you decide to finally spend some time with your childhood best friend, Aemond. As you're about to get unwantedly betrothed to some tedious Prince, you see the opportunity to ask him for a small, yet drastic favour. — word count : 5.2k
— pairing : aemond targaryen x princess!reader — genre : fluff
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Years after not having visited King's Landing for a quite a long time, your House finally returned on a short trip as to provide support to House Targaryen, and tying their alliances together even stronger than they already are.
The entire trip through the Royal Carriage from your castle to King's Landing, you spent it anxiously fidgeting with your hands, feeling the way your heart rapidly pounded tightly against your chest. Mostly, you were nervous because you would be able to finally meet once again with your childhood best friend: Aemond Targaryen.
At a younger age, your House travelled to King's Landing several times, and all those times, you were taken with your parents. During those short visits, you managed to make friends with Aemond, mostly because just like him, you were rather quiet and timid — so your parents thought you could like, and befriend each other; taking every opportunity they saw fit as to pair you up with him, and you'd somehow end up talking and spending time together.
With the passing of time, your relationship leisurely bloomed, turning into a rather beautiful close friendship. You were always the one that he reached out to whenever he needed to release his thoughts with someone, and even, you were the one that tenderly comforted Aemond when he lost his eye and deeply grieved it. The one he could trust like no other person, and the one he most cherished with the entirety of his being.
Longing for your best friend everytime you were far away — like it was currently the case —, you always managed to talk to one another through letters sent by ravens, keeping in touch with whatever thing happened in your lives.
Fortunately, after some long, dreadful years, you would finally be able to meet the One Eyed Prince in person. Nervousness consummed you, and at the same time, said nerves were mixed with a delightful sensation of enthusiasm. Visiting him was some sort of gratyifing reward to you, especially, after sickening yourself with the thought that your father was choosing to betroth you to a particular Prince from a House your family had allies with, and you quite didn't like; receiving a bad feeling from him, and not wanting to be stuck in an unwanted marriage that would only serve to produce heirs.
As you arrived with the Royal Carriage to King's Landing, your House was greeted by some Royal Guards, whom all escorted you inside of the Red Keep, guiding you to the Throne's Room, where you'd be able to meet Queen Alicent Hightower and her children since King Viserys was, unfortunately, too sick to properly receive you once again in King's Landing. Throughout your entire walk to the Throne's Room, nearly approaching it, the strange mix of nerves and enthusiasm got the best of you, making you continously fidget with your fingers.
Entering to the Throne's Room, your family immediatly curtsied out of respect for the Queen, and her children. As you bowed down to curtsy along your own House, your eyes remained fixed on Aemond's eye, whom fervidly gazed back at you with a slight smirk on the corner of his lips; his hands hidden behind his back.
“House (L/N),” Alicent greeted warmly, smiling fondly at your House. “It's a true pleasure to receive your presence once again in King's Landing.” she continued, as you bowed your head down at her in gratitude while returning the wide grin. As the Queen focused on chatting with your mother and father, Aemond didn't take too long on hastily making his way towards you after not seeing you in person for years, his hand remaining behind his back.
“Aemond.” you greeted, trying to contain your keen grin that came a long a slight rosy tint on your cheeks. It seemed that he grew even more attractive and tall than the last time you had seen him in person. “Princess (y/n).” the One Eyed Prince greeted back, with a smile. One of his hands appeared from behind his back, taking yours in a delicate manner, and raising it to his lips. “Long time no see.” he continued, as he placed a soft kiss on your knuckles, and his eye was intensely fixed on you. “Indeed, it has been quite a long time of not seeing one another. I hope you missed me.” you joked, widely smiling at him.
A breathless chuckle escaped his lips at your playful self. “Of course. I think about you everyday.” at his words, the blush that faintly crept on your face seemed to intensify, becoming warmer. Before you could answer, Aemond once again spoke. “Would you like to take a walk with me through the gardens?” he inquired, with his hand still gently holding yours. “I am certain you'd be delighted to admire the sight of the vast flowers in the gardens, and we could talk about how our lives have been.” his proposal seemed quite enticing, you couldn't deny him.
The Prince let go of your hand, only to offer you his arm so you would take it to stroll together. Without a second thought, you ringed your arm around his, staring at him with a broad grin. “I'd love to.” you replied. And soon, you were guided by him to the gardens of the Red Keep. It was a silent walk, yet, enjoyable; as his warm presence soothed you.
Arriving to the gardens, your eyes scanned the entire place. It was truly a ravishing sight to admire, with vast flowers all over the garden shining brightly under the vivid sunrays. The joyful chirping sound of the birds was continously heard, as you walked together side-by-side, a slight grin remained on the corner of your lips.
“Do you like the view?” aemond inquired, lowering his sight to stare at you, as you dumbfoundedly admired the sight. Lifting your gaze to stare at him, you nodded. “It is truly beautiful, Aemond. Thank you for taking me here.” you thanked, and he briefly bowed down his head in response, warmly smiling at you. The One Eyed prince was grateful you liked the place, as he loved having you by his side in such a tranquil environment.
“I knew you'd enjoy the walk, issa prūmia.” he retorted, continuing to walk you around the garden. The way Aemond nicknamed you in High Valyrian made your heart feel intensely warm, but you disguised the fluster of hearing him call you endearing nicknames by simply focusing on the sweet scented flowers, gliding your fingertips leisurely around the flower petals.
A brief moment of silence was made, delightfully strolling together and admiring the recently bloomed flowers, as your arm was still looped around his own. Much like you, Aemond was also rather enthusiastic of finally meeting you in person after several years of simply exchanging letters, but he knew how to hide it well.
“How has your life been, (y/n)?” deciding to break the silence, you darted your gaze towards him, as he delicately took a small, crimson coloured flower from the gardens on his hands and twirled it. A sigh escaped from you, releasing a breathless chuckle from your lips, shaking your head with deception. “Not bad, but it does not mean I'm enjoying it.”
Curiously, he raised an eyebrow, descending his stare towards you with concern, and extended the small flower he held on his hand for you to take it. “May I ask why?” delicately taking the flower from him as he asked, you raised it to your sight, admiring the precious several shades of red it contained. “My father is planning to marry to a Prince from a House that is allies with our own, but there's something about him I don't quite like.” you spoke softly, yet vehemently, walking in a slow manner along him. “I'm not certain what it is, but I am not fond of him. I have the feeling, I'll be miserably stuck in an unhappy marriage, and the mere thought of it makes me terribly sick.”
Aemond couldn't protest anything about your objections of betrothing a Prince your father chose. Even if he tried to keep his feelings as hidden as possible, much like you, the thought of you betrothing an iniquitous man made a certain feeling of outrage grow inside of his chest. You deserved much better than a vile, spoiled Prince — but what could he do about it?
“How unfortunate. But I am sure you will find your way out of it, as betrothals are merely political conveniences to unite Houses.” a certain glowering look was seen on his eyes as he spoke, trying to hide the disapproval of your father's decision thst simply indignated him. You hummed in response, daintly twirling the small flower he gave you.
“Yes. And that's why, I want to ask you to do me a favour, Aemond.” his face seemed intrigued at whatever you'd ask him, attentively hearing you. “Hm? Yes, and what would that favour be?” he questioned, continuing to walk across the vast gardens, beautifully gleaming with the sunrays. A sudden mix of nervousness and courage spreaded across your chest, trying to rearrange your thoughts, and explain him the favour you needed him to do.
“My father has not yet officially betrothed me, he's still in the search of future Lord Husbands for me.” you continued, with a shaky sigh rolling off from you. His eye was fixed on you, notoriously curious and eager to know more. You took a deep courageous breath, unaware of what type of response to expect at the favour you'll ask him.
“Hence, I wish you to ask my father for my hand in betrothal, in order to avoid marrying a cocky, abusive Prince, and stay by the side of someone I truly trust.” luckily, those words managed to slip off your lips rather easily without stammering for a bit. But your nerves increased when both of you abruptly stopped walking, feeling his intense stare.
Nibbling on your bit discreetly, you raised your eyes anxiously, making eye contact with him. Even if you couldn't realise Aemond was bothered by the favour you asked him or not — making said nerves tighten your chest —, the Targaryen prince was truly doing his best to keep his tumultous feelings of excitement at hearing your statement.
Aemond continously tried denying himself the fact that, perhaps, he took a particular fondness for you that went beyond mere childhood friendship, but... he certainly wasn't wrong about it. The mere thought of getting to betroth you made Aemond tremendously joyful behind his usually stoic expression, even if he thought it was simply to make you a favour, and not because you were genuinely wishing to betroth him.
Noticing his lack of response, the panic began taking over you, unlooping your arm from his as he towered your own size by solely standing next to you; his eye gazing down at you, mesmerised. “I'm... S-Sorry if you do not–” before you could finish your sentence, nervously stuttering, the One Eyed prince was quick in interrupting you by taking a gentle hold of your hands.
“Do not apologise.” his voice was soft, yet vehement, trying to make you realise he really wasn't bothered. Deeply breathing, he prepared himself for his own response. “I would be honoured to fulfill such favour with great delight.” your eyes stared at his own with surprise, but... It was a nice, unexpected surprise; one that made a deep sigh of relief roll of from you. Leaning closer to your face with his own, his rosy lips were placed on top of your forehead, planting a lasting kiss on that zone that made your cheeks blush with a warm, notorious shade of crimson.
Relief washed over you, his fingertips caressing your own hand in comfort; your eyes fluttered shut giving into the feeling. After placing a kiss on your forehead, he rested his chin on top of your head, intoxicating yourself with his scent.
“Allow me to handle the situation. Before your return to your castle, I will speak to your father about our betrothal.” he whispered sweetly, as you began to hide your face on his chest.
It felt like a dream, but it was a reality. The thought of betrothing Aemond made your heart warm with a comforting sense of peace, even if you asked him to do so merely as a favour to yourself. But the true feelings were unbeknownst for both of you.
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A few moons later had passed after asking Aemond to do you a favour, and spare yourself from your father's bad decision when it came to marrying you with someone. Much to your delight, your father approved of Aemond's proposal of betrothing you, and becoming your husband. After all, it would benefit both your Houses to strengthen the union.
Said betrothal gave you the opportunity to spend more time together, since King's Landing would be your new home as Aemond's future Wife and you had to get used to the new place. Craving for each other's warm presence, it wasn't difficult for you to get used to being by one another's side the entirety of the passing days until your wedding ceremony.
And being the proud man Aemond is, spending time with him included meeting his dragon, Vhagar. Next to you, Vhagar was his most beloved treasure; and his two most beloved treasures had to meet each other for the first time, of course.
Even if it took you some minutes to calm your fright at the sight of such grand, old menacing dragon, noticing Vhagar took a quick liking to you by curiously smelling and licking your face made a sense of relief wash over your anxiety; feeling a bit more confident to pet it's snout and scales without being too scared of her burning you to ashes.
Aemond proudly admired the interaction, occasionally teaching you some High Valyrian words to properly communicate with Vhagar. After succesfully bonding with Vhagar and having her approval, the next challenge came: riding a dragon for the very first time. It took you some time to accept that idea, but after some intense insisting, you gave up, and allowed Aemond to take you out on a ride on Vhagar's back.
And here you were, currently flying up on the bright skies with the One Eyed prince. Your arms were tightly wrapped around Aemond's body as if you were fearing for your fear life, with your cheek pressed against his back and your eyes closed, trying not to stare. A smirk was drawn across the corner of his lips at noticing how nervous you were of riding Vhagar, as his gloved hands took a tight grip on the dragon's reins.
“I can assure you, my love, you won't be falling. I would not allow that to happen, ever.” he assured in a gentle tone. His platinum hair swayed along the cool breeze, as well as your own. Gripping on him tightly, you nodded. “I-I know, it's just...” you began, taking some courage, and beginning to leisurely flutter your eyes open.
You were both nearer to the clouds than you imagined. The grand dragon flew over the ocean, shadowing it thanks to her size. “I have never flown a dragon before, obviously.” in response, he chuckled at your response. “And you'll have to get used to it, because this is only the first to our many dragon rides together.” aemond teased, making you scoff playfully.
Slowly, as time passed with your eyes being open and admiring the view, the fear you previously felt at being at such heights washed away, turning into a sense of liberty. Especially, at having the opportunity to live this moment, and many more, with Aemond only. The provider of your comfort, your friend, your betrothed, and... one and true love.
Your cheek remained pressed against his, as your body slowly relaxed from being previously stiff. Aemond could feel the way your body stopped being tense from behind of him, making his smile grow broader with pride. Obviously, you weren't aware of it, but his pale cheeks were tinted into a delicate shade of pink at the feeling of your warm presence against his body, riding a dragon together for the first time.
“Aemond?” you murmured quietly, as your view was slightly covered with some strands of hair that swayed along the wind. “Yes, issa jorraelagon?” he replied, continuing to guide Vhagar above the ocean, trying to provide you with a thrilling view. A few seconds of silence was made amongst the two of you, only being heard the gusts of wind, and the flapping motion of the dragon's wings.
“I... Love you. I always have, more than you could possibly imagine. And I wish nothing, but to be on top of the world by your side, as my husband.” those words seemed to roll with too much peace, and tranquility, your eyes going back to being closed shut; this time, with a vast sense of comforting joy. It seemed casual, as if you had said that statement a thousand of times before.
Aemond's heart skipped a beat at hearing your words, not having expected for his feelings to be returned. Even if he wasn't usually a very expressive person, he couldn't deny he held deep feelings for you, that he couldn't possibly share for anyone else; the type of love that would bring him to do absolutely anything merely to protect, or show you his affection. His smile grew stupidly wider, accompanied by a crimson fluster staining his delicate features.
“And I have always loved you as well, my beloved (y/n).” his voice tone remained tranquil, but his face was tainted with great sense of satisfaction at being loved back by you. “We will be together on top of the world soon, my love. You and I, together... as Husband and Wife.” he continued, feeling at ease of finally saying those words to you, without feeling hesitant due to the possibility of rejection.
His heart throbbed with content, delighted at the thought that his marriage with you would not be merely because of a favour. It was a strange new feeling of love for him, but one he craved for to feel from you.
Gods, Aemond could not wait until he finally landed Vhagar back on her dragonpit, and he was able to kiss those beauteous lips of yours that he had always yearned to feel against of his very own.
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𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐇 𝐓𝐎 𝐀 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐌𝐄 ; moth sunoo
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